Being in a constant state of fogginess right now has made me appreciate a lot of things that I have taken for granted for most of my life. I am waiting for my blood test results from my doctor to figure out what is going on with me, but until then I just have to try my best to keep on keeping on with this constant cloud of drowsiness, coldness and lack of focus over my head. I usually have a great memory! I can multitask like no other. I can keep track of 5 different schedules all at the same time and not miss a thing.
But now???
Now I can't even remember to get a babysitter so that I can go to my kids' volunteer tea. I can't even summon up enough energy to walk up or down the stairs. I can't focus. . . . . I REALLY can't focus! In fact, I can't even remember what it is I wanted to say about that. . . . sorry! I'm forgetting everything! EVERYTHING!
However, there are some things that a mother never forgets.
I didn't forget Anne's birthday party yesterday! We had a blast! It was a spy theme. It was AWESOME!!
I didn't forget that today is my littlest angel's birthday! My Robin would have been 3. I haven't forgotten what she looked like, or the hospital room. It is a clear to me today as it was when I was there. I haven't forgotten how tiny her little casket was, or how we thought that she was a boy during my pregnancy and called her Bobby.
I haven't forgotten my Angel Baby.
There are some things that a Mother NEVER forgets!
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